"Call me! On the line; call me, call me anytime. Call me! Oh my love."-Blondie

I haven't talked to my best friend in four days.

I don't know why,

and I don't think he's mad at me,

but he's ignoring every text and call.
Normally, I'd just think something like, okay, he's busy. He lost his phone. He's mad at me. But he wasn't at school today either and I'm really really worried.

I'm being irrational, I know, but that's what it's like when you're in love care about someone a lot. 

However, I'd be lying if I said when we were together last Thursday that I didn't notice.

The way he makes me smile

or laugh

or get the slightest bit nervous

or the way he holds my hand when we walk somewhere

and gets all of my jokes

and what it really means to me when we talk til five AM(again)

the way he uses my full name

and never gets mad at me

and how much he loves me

that I'm his best friend

And I'd be lying if I said I didn't notice

just how much I love him, too.

He knows my middle name and I'm someone that almost exclusively knows his. He hates it. I love it.

He pays attention when I talk

He lets me finish what I'm saying before questioning it.

He listens to stories I've already told him. And acts like I haven't.

He swore he was always there for me.

Then he proved it.

But now, I don't even know!

Long story short.

I'm worried

and I miss him

a lot.

"It's cute that you think I'd let you do something stupid."

                                                Sincerely, 

                                                                    Please Call Me, I'm Getting Nervous